My Schizophrenic Life: The Road to Recovery from Mental Illness

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Bridgeross Communications, 2010 - Biography & Autobiography - 210 pages
Vancouver artist Sandra Yuen MacKay has an abnormality of the brain - a disease called schizophrenia. As she says, "my life is schizophrenic because I have schizophrenia. It will always be there". Much of her life has been a struggle to cope with the symptoms of her disease and the side effects of the medications required to keep those symptoms in check. Early in her life, Sandra started to exhibit the typical symptoms of this disease which came as a surprise to her unsuspecting family. Her book chronicles her struggles, hospitalizations, encounters with professionals, return to school, eventual marriage, and success as an artist, writer and advocate. "Remarkably compelling...the book takes on a life if its own...a gripping narrative" Library Journal "There are precious few people who have experienced psychosis and can convey it accurately, clearly, and concisely. Sandra MacKay's story is an important one for all of us in the mental health field --doctors, patients, and their families. It is imperative that we take in the lessons she is imparting to us all, on how to manage, and in many ways, triumph, over chronic mental illness." Julie Holland, MD author, Weekends at Bellevue: Nine Years on the Night Shift at the Psych ER., New York city
 

Contents

Foreword
10
Introduction
12
Early Signs of Impending Problems
14
Hallucinations and Delusions
24
Forced Hospitalization
36
Attempting A Return To School
52
From Rehospitalization to the Senior Prom
67
Fighting Through School on Prescribed Drugs
83
Dealing with Phobias and Deaths in the Family
131
Relapse
142
Creativity Coping Strategies and Ideations
158
New Insights Opportunities and Sorrow
168
Writing Art and Public Speaking
181
Stigma
197
Reflections
201
Biography
207

The Challenge of Working
104
Wedding Bells
120

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