To cheer the old man's desolate heart, and still Rejecting all; when lo! a message came, An instant summons from his Susan's sire. Like one lone wandering on a perilous moor, That hears a voice in darkness, and proceeds, In desperate haste, to meet or friend or foe, Regardless whether-Leonard hurried forth To meet his doom. A little gloomy hope, Much like despair, was kindled in his eye, And made his heart beat audible and hard. The faint alarm had caught his father's view, As silently he clasp'd his palsied hand;
The old man shook his head with such a smile As had no comfort in't.
And a proud menial's scanted courtesy,
Was Leonard usher'd to the well-known room
Vocal so oft with Susan's melody,
And gladden'd with her smile. 'Tis double woe, The woe that comes where joy was sweetest found. There sat the parents of his wife betroth'd, Dear as his own, in happier days, and call'd By the same filial names. The mother meek, With sad o'ercharged eyes that dare not weep, Obey'd the mandate of her husband's hand, And hastily, without a word, withdrew, Casting on Leonard one mute pleading glance,
That said- Remember, he is Susan's father- Though your's he will not be.'-Long pause ensued- At length the stern man spake: "Young Sir," said he, "I have an irksome duty to perform,
But 'tis a duty that I owe my child.
Few words are best-my daughter is not for you— My reasons need no tongue to plead for them— Urge not my promise-you are not the youth To whom my word was given-I pledged the girl To the inheritor of my friend's estate, Not to the heir of my foe's beggary."
Big-hearted Leonard neither dropt a tear,
Nor spake reproachful word; more grieved to find A soul so base in form so long revered, Than for the signet set to his despair- The coward murder of his dying hope, And the sweet records of young innocent years Transform'd to shame-envenom'd agony. Yet long he linger'd at the gate, and raised To Susan's chamber window a long look Of resignation deep-a long farewell; But she was nowhere to be seen; and yet, He fondly dream'd-what will not lovers dream ?— He heard her sigh, and leant a listening ear To hear her sigh once more.-Full well he knew, Though nought distrusting Susan's simple faith, His claim annull'd-his suit by her forbidden. Not all the sophistry of love, though urged With eloquence divine, and looks of warmth To thaw the "chaste and consecrated snow On Dian's bosom, could induce the maid To wave obedience, or make head against The strong religion of her filial fear. So, hopeless-purposeless, he loiter'd home, If home it could be call'd-begarrison'd With portly bailiffs, and by duns besieged; Keen-eyed solicitors, and purple hosts,
And sallow usurers-miscreants, that grow fat, On general ruin-bills mis-spelt, as long As his old father's boasted pedigree.
Proud Leonard felt it shame, a burning shame, To waste a sigh upon his personal grief Amid the helpless downfall. Nought he told, His father nought inquired, for all was known Without the painful index of sad speech. They talk'd of things long past-of better times, And seem'd as they were merry. 'Twas the last, The saddest night beneath the ancient roof- The next beheld them inmates of a gaol- And gaol-bird was the word that Susan heard, Whenever Leonard or his sire was named.
There is no man can love as woman loves, With such a holy, pure, and patient fire, Or Susan had gone mad. She pray'd, and wept, And wept, and pray'd—but never look'd reproach To him, for whose degenerate soul she pray'd- And pray'd she might not scorn him, might not hate The author of her being. Though no word— No brief adieu-had closed the failing eyes
Of her departing hope-for every port And inlet to her home was closed, and none Dared name her lover; yet firm faith survived, The strong assurance of a vow enroll'd In heaven, and her own wise innocence Forbade suspicion of her Leonard's truth, And bade her live, though sure a blessed thing For her it were to die. What life was hers! Hard-eyed rebuke, and wrath and ribald scorn,
Solicitation of a mother's tears,
And the perpetual siege of fancies fair Reflected from old days of happiness, With Babel dissonance her heart assailing, Made misery many-faced-a hideous dream- A monster multiform-a dizzy round Of aye-revolving aspects-woeful all. Sweet Susan ever was a lowly maid, Unpractised in the arts of maiden scorn; Yet she could teach" her sorrow to be proud," And walk the earth in virgin majesty,
As one who owed no homage to its rules,
No tribute to its faithless flattery.
She loved her silent, solitary woe,
And thought, poor soul! all nature sympathized With her lone sorrow. Every playful breeze That dallied with the moonlight on the leaves, Sung mournful solace to her wounded spirit, As if it were indeed a mournful sound, Mournfully kind. The gladsome nightingale, That finds the day too short for half her bliss, And warbles on, when all the tuneful grove Is silent as the music of the spheres, Sounded to her like wakeful melancholy Dwelling on themes of old departed joy.
The nightingale grew dumb-the cuckoo fled- And broad-eyed Summer glared on hill and plain— And still no word. Was Leonard dead, or flown Before the swallow? Doth he dwell forlorn As the last primrose in the shadowy glade, That bloom'd too late, and must too soon decline? The birds are silent, and the shallow brook
Is hardly heard beneath the dark, dark weight Of over-roofing boughs? And is he gone- Gone like the riotous waters of the rill,
That smoking, gleaming, whitening on their way, Display'd an earth-born Iris to the sun, And in their beauty and their pride exhaled? Ah no! He lives, in sunless prison pent, Watching the death-bed of his prison'd sire; Who, on low pallet stretch'd, in noisome den, Scarce wider than a captive lion's cage, Breathes the mephitic and incarcerate fog That morn not freshens nor still even cools: His dosing slumbers broke with clank of chains, And felons' curses, and the horrid mirth
Of reckless misery. Beside him sat
His once gay consort, squalid now, and lost To self-respect, with grey dishevell❜d locks, All loosely wrapt in rags of silk array Her aspect, channell❜d with impatient tears ; Now sullen mute, now loud in wordy woe, Chiding the murmurs of her gasping spouse, And the meek patience of her boy. 'Twas well The poor old man heard little, nothing mark'd, For drowsy death lay heavy at the gates Of outward sense, and the beleaguered brain Refused its office. Long he lay, and seem'd A moving, panting corse, without a mind, By some foul necromancer's horrid charm In life detain'd. No word to living soul
He spake, and though he sometimes mutter'd prayers, His understanding pray'd not. Leonard pray'd— But silent as the voiceless intercourse
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