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Johnson's style, every good judge must see that they are obviously different from the original; for all of them are either deficient in its force, or overloaded with its peculiarities; and the powerful sentiment to which it is suited is not to be found.

Johnson's affection for his departed relations seemed to grow warmer as he approached nearer to the time when he might hope to see them again. It probably appeared to him that he should upbraid himself with unkind inattention, were he to leave the world without having paid a tribute of respect to their memory.

TO MR. GREEN,
Apothecary, at Lichfield.

« December 2, 1784. “DEAR SIR,—I have enclosed the epitaph for my father, mother, and brother, to be all engraven on the large size, and laid in the middle aisle in St. Michael's church, which I request the clergyman and churchwardens to permit.

“ The first care must be to find the exact place of interment, that the stone may protect the bodies. Then let the stone be deep, massy, and hard ; and do not let the difference of ten pounds, or more, defeat our purpose.

“I have enclosed ten pounds, and Mrs. Porter will pay you ten more, which I gave her for the same purpose. What more is wanted shall be sent; and I beg that all possible haste may be made, for I wish to have it done while I am yet alive. Let me know, dear Sir, that you receive this. I am, &c.

“Sam. Johnson.”

? It was not done, Dr. Harwood tells us, till after Johnson's death; and when the church was new paved in 1796, the stone was removed, and, strange and shameful to say, is nowhere to be found. The following is the inscription :

H. S. E.

MICHAEL Johnson, Vir impavidus, constans, animosus, periculorum immemor, laborun patientissimus ; fiducia christiana fortis, fervidusque, pater-familias ap

ÆT. 75.

BOSWELL'S LIFE OF JOHNSON.

301

TO MRS. LUCY PORTER IN LICHFIELD.'

“ December 2, 1784.

D “DEAR MADAM,—I am very ill, and desire your prayers. I have sent Mr. Green the epitaph, and a power to call on you for ten pounds.

“I laid this summer a stone over Tetty, in the chapel of Bromley in Kent. The inscription is in Latin, of which this is the English. (Here a translation.)

“ That this is done, I thought it fit that you should know. What care will be taken of us, who can tell ? May God pardon and bless us, for Jesus Christ's sake. I am, &c.

“SAM. Johnson."

My readers are now, at last, to behold SAMUEL JOHNSON preparing himself for that doom, from which the most exalted powers afford no exemption to man. Death had always been to him an object of terror: so that, though by no means happy, he still clung to life with an eagerness at which many have wondered. At any time when he was

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prime strenuus ; bibliopola admodum peritus; mente et libris et negotiis
exculta; animo ita firmo, ut, rebus adversis diu conflicatus, nec sibi nec
suis defuerit : lingua sic temperata, ut ei nihil quod aures, vel pias, vel
castas læsisset, aut dolor, vel voluptas unquam expresserit.
Natus Cubleiæ, in agro Derbiensi, Anno 1656.

Obiit 1731.

Apposita est Sara, conjux. Antiqua FORDORUM gente oriunda ; quam domi sedulam, foris paucis notam; nulli molestam, mentis acumine et judicii subtilitate præcellentem; aliis multum, sibi parum indulgentem : Æternitati semper attentam, omne fere virtutis nomen commendavit. Nata Nortoniæ Regis, in agro Varvicensi, Anno 1669;

Obiit 1759. Cum NATHANAELE illorum filio, qui natus 1712, cum vires et animi. et corporis multa pollicerentur, Anno 1737, vitam brevem pia morte finivit.— Croker.

? This lady survived Dr. Johnson just thirteen months. She died at Lichfield, in her seventy-first year, January 13, 1786, and bequeathed the principal part of her fortune to the Rev. Mr. Pearson, of Lichfield.

Malone.

? See vol. i., p. 183, note.--Editor.

ill, he was very much pleased to be told that he looked better. An ingenious member of the Eumelian Club' informs me, that upon one occasion, when he said to him that he saw health returning to his cheek, Johnson seized him by the hand and exclaimed, “Sir, you are one of the kindest friends I ever had.”

His own statement of his views of futurity will appear truly rational; and may, perhaps, impress the unthinking with seriousness.

“You know," says he to Mrs. Thrale,2 “ I never thought confidence with respect to futurity any part of the character of a brave, a wise, or a good man. Bravery has no place where it can avail nothing; wisdom impresses strongly the consciousness of those faults, of which it is, perhaps, itself an aggravation ; and goodness, always wishing to be better, and imputing every deficience to criminal ncgligence, and every fault to voluntary corruption, never dares to suppose the condition of forgiveness fulfilled, nor what is wanting in the crime supplied by penitence.

“ This is the state of the best ; but what must be the condition of him whose heart will not suffer him to rank himself among the best, or among the good ? Such must be his dread of the approaching trial, as will leave him little attention to the opinion of those whom he is leaving for ever; and the serenity that is not felt, it can be no virtue to feign."

His great fear of death, and the strange dark manner in which Sir John Hawkins imparts the uneasiness which he expressed on account of offences with which he charged himself, may give occasion to injurious suspicions, as if there had been something of more than ordinary criminality weighing upon his conscience. On that account, therefore, as well as from the regard to truth which he inculcated, I am to mention (with all possible respect and delicacy, however), that his conduct, after he came to London, and

"A club in London, founded by the learned and ingenious physician, Dr. Ash, in honour of whose name it was called Eumelian, from the Greek Eyuelíac: though it was warmly contended, and even put to a vote, that it should have the more obvious appellation of Fraxinean, from the Latin. uería is the Greek word for ash.

2 Letters, March 10, 17.84, vol. ii., p. 3. • See what he said to Malone, p. 16 of this volume.

had associated with Savage and others, was not so strictly virtuous, in one respect, as when he was a younger man. It was well known that his amorous inclinations were uncommonly strong and impetuous. He owned to many of his friends, that he used to take women of the town to taverns, and hear them relate their history. In short, it must not be concealed, that like many other good and pious men, among whom we may place the apostle Paul upon his own authority, Johnson was not free from propensities which were ever “warring against the law of his mind,”—and that in his combats with them, he was sometimes overcome.

Here let the profane and licentious pause ; let them not thoughtlessly say that Johnson was an hypocrite, or that his principles were not firm, because his practice was not uniformly conformable to what he professed.

Let the question be considered independent of moral and religious associations, and no man will deny that thou. sands, in many instances, act against conviction. Is a prodigal, for example, an hypocrite, when he owns he is satisfied that his extravagance will bring him to ruin and misery? We are sure he believes it; but immediate inclination, strengthened by indulgence, prevails over that belief in influencing his conduct. Why then shall credit be refused to the sincerity of those who acknowledge their persuasion of moral and religious duty, yet sometimes fail of living as it requires ? I heard Dr. Johnson once observe, “ There is something noble in publishing truth, though it condemns one's self.? And one who said in his presence, “ he had no notion of people being in earnest in their good professions, whose practice was not suitable to them,” was thus reprimanded by him :-"Sir, are you so grossly ignorant of human nature as not to know that a man may

Journal of a Tour to the Hebrides (3rd edition, p. 209). [See below, vol. v., p. 177.] On the same subject, in his letter to Mrs. Thrale, dated November 29, 1783 (Letters, vol. ii., p. 334), he makes the following just observation :-“ Life, to be worthy of a rational being, must be always in progression; we must always purpose to do more or better than in time past. The mind is enlarged and elevated by mere purposes, though they end as they began, by airy contemplation. We compare and judge, though we do not practise.”

be very sincere in good principles, without having good practice ?"

But let no man encourage or soothe himself in “presumptuous sin," from knowing that Johnson was sometimes hurried into indulgences which he thought criminal. I have exhibited this circumstance as a shade in so great a character, both from my sacred love of truth, and to show that he was not so weakly scrupulous as he has been repre. sented by those who imagine that the sins, of which a deep sense was upon his mind, were merely such little venial trifles as pouring milk into his tea on Good Friday. His understanding will be defended by my statement, if his consistency of conduct be in some degree impaired. But what wise man would, for momentary gratifications, deliberately subject himself to suffer such uneasiness as we find was experienced by Johnson in reviewing his conduct as compared with his notion of the ethics of the Gospel ? Let the following passages be kept in remembrance :

“ () God, giver and preserver of all life, by whose power I was created, and by whose providence I am sustained, look down upon me with tenderness and mercy; grant that I may not have been created to be finally destroyed; that I may not be preserved to add wickedness to wickedness.” (Pr. and Med., p. 41. First edition.)

“ O Lord, let me not sink into total depravity; look down upon me, and rescue me at last from the captivity of sin.” (p. 62.)

“ Almighty and most merciful Father, who hast continued my life from year to year, grant that by longer life I may become less desirous of sinful pleasures, and more careful of eternal happiness.” (p. 78.)

“Let not my years be multiplied to increase my guilt; but as my age advances, let me become more pure in my thoughts, more regular in my desires, and more obedient to thy laws." (p. 114.)

“Forgive, O merciful Lord, whatever I have done contrary to thy laws. Give me such a sense of my wickedness as may produce true contrition and effectual repentance: so that when I shall be called into another state, I may be received among the sinners to whom sorrow and reformation have obtained pardon, for Jesus Christ's sake. Amen." (p. 223.)

Such was the distress of mind, such the penitence of

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