AT SOUTH KENSINGTON, AUGUST 26, 1864.* Not for pride of rank or glitter of wealth that scene; Which, like the cooling freshness of a desert spring- They stood, a tangled web of good and evil, So there came on the breeze a thousand scents; And the dance of sun-shadows threw cobwebs of gold Whose rippling streams danced and splash'd as they ran, A golden network—a tesselated carpet. Grave, still, voiceless, look'd he down upon them; * The Horticultural Gardens were thrown open to the people on the anniversary of the late Prince Consort's birthday by the Queen's command. 108 AT SOUTH KENSINGTON, AUGUST 26, 1864. And thought on swift pinion cast a holy spell, And in vague reverence spake with hush'd delight; The dewiness of whose life hath pass'd away; Still graspeth nothing save cold, black misery; Who, mourning over buried hopes full of one image, And with a spirit out of tune with mirth or joy, Of transmuting into blessings unto others Time cannot break the potent charm, or bear away Each tear that thou hast shed for him so good and pure That day became thy offering-not ours To a stainless soul, whose most inner chamber Knew no guile, and was unstain'd with sin. 'Twas not thy noble queenship, but thy glorious wifehood That gauged the tribute we should pay that day To him so deeply mourn'd, so early lost. AT SOUTH KENSINGTON, AUGUST 26, 1864. Thy people's praise and love; and with a holy pride And thou knowest it the lasting sorrow of thy life; The Lord of lords, shall send from His throne to thee Fold its wings, and soothe with the warmth of its plumage. Light up with festal breadth thy shadowy life; M. R. C. 109 HELEN CARR. IN TWO CHAPTERS. CHAPTER I. THE down platform of the King's Cross station in London was thronged with a crowd of travellers on one glorious summer afternoon fourteen years ago. Doubtless on many similar afternoons before and since, there has been precisely the same busy scene on that platform, the same pushing and crushing, the same variety of faces, anxious and merry, young and old, and the same air of bustle and confusion pervading all; but it is with that especial afternoon, the 27th of July, 1851, that our story has to do. The down train was on the point of starting, when a young lady hurried across the platform towards the first-class carriages, and paused with her hand on the door of one of them. "Does this train stop at Deanswood?" she inquired of a passing porter. The man told her that it did, and then she stepped into the somewhat crowded compartment, for Helen Carr was one of those who thought there was safety in numbers, and took her seat near the window. She was a very pretty girl, tall and slight; she had wavy chestnut hair, and honest dark blue eyes, which looked earnestly at you when she spoke, and were only wont to fall at the sound of their own praises. Sundry newspapers were offered for Miss Carr's perusal by her fellow-travellers, but all were politely declined; one or two of her nearest neighbours made stray remarks with the view of drawing her into conversation; but short though courteous answers were all they could obtain in return, and by-and-bye they respected her evident wish to be let alone, and left her to herself and her own thoughts, while the train sped on its way through the glorious summer sunshine and the lengthening shadows. Helen Carr did not lack food for reverie. A hasty telegram had summoned her to the bedside of one of her dearest friends, and, mingling with her grief at her approaching loss, came thoughts of the future which lay beyond,-for ere long she was to be a wife, so it had been settled, and go with her husband to distant lands. Helen Carr was an orphan, her father and mother having died within a few weeks of each other when she was a mere infant. mother's sister, Mrs. Ross, had had the care of her ever since, and with her Helen had found a fostering, affectionate home. Her Mrs. Ross was a widow who had seen bitter trouble. Her husband was taken from her by a malignant fever in the second year of their marriage, and twenty years afterwards, their only child, a fair young daughter, clandestinely married a man of a character so questionable that he had long been an outcast from the society of Deanswood and its environs. The pair sought Mrs. Ross that the young wife might sue for forgiveness when her vows were irrevocable, but intense grief and anger nerved the gentle widow to the one hard act of her life. She shut her door against her daughter, and vowed that she would never see her again. "I had rather she had died," was the sole answer which attempted mediation could wring from her; and the words came from the depths of a breaking heart. The pair wandered away to the Continent, it was said, and meanwhile the widow strove to harden her heart, and to forget that she had ever had a daughter. It was just after this time of trouble that Helen Carr, as a helpless orphan, was cast upon Mrs. Ross's care. "She shall live with me," said the widow, when she heard of her niece's helplessness, "and I will see that she wants nothing; but I shall never have the heart to love anything again." By-and-bye, however, the child's winning ways gained for her a sure place in the bereaved heart, and as Helen Carr grew to womanhood, the widow felt almost as much pride in her as she had once felt in the lost Adelaide. Then, as years crept on, a new generation of young men of the neighbourhood seemed to have made up their minds that Deanswood Cottage was a pleasant place at which to make a morning call, and Mrs. Ross began to tremble. Suppose her orphan niece should involve her in such another trouble as that which had well-nigh broken her heart just nineteen years before? But Helen was not likely to err as Adelaide had done. She was frank and open as the day; and the first thing she did when John Locksley, the surgeon's son, asked her to be his wife, was to lay the whole matter before Mrs. Ross and seek her counsel. "I like him, auntie," she frankly confessed, "rather much, you know, but I should like to do what you think right." The flush on Helen's cheeks, and the tremor in her voice and manner, betrayed to Mrs. Ross that there was true, earnest love in the case, and so she sent for Mr. John Locksley and questioned him concerning his prospects. She knew that she could trust him to tell her the plain, unvarnished truth, and so he did. It was his intention to emigrate to New Zealand, he said; he had always had a fancy for the colonies, and his father's brother had settled there and was flourishing. When he came of age he would inherit a small property bequeathed to him by a rich godmother, and it had been settled that the money should be laid out in the purchase of a New Zealand farm, |