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deavors successful, if they are sincere; which intro- | gagements of the soul, and how happy a means they duces the subject of the following chapter.

CHAPTER X

are to attain a just self-acquaintance.

And now, reader, whoever thou art, that hast taken the pains to peruse these sheets, whatever be thy circumstances or condition in the world, whatever thy capacity or understanding, whatever thy occupations and engagements, whatever thy favorite sentiments and

FERVENT AND FREQUENT PRAYER THE MOST EFFEC- principles, or whatever religious sect or party thou es

TUAL MEANS FOR ATTAINING TRUE SELF-KNOWLEDGE.

Lastly. The last means to self-knowledge which I shall mention, is frequent and devout application to the fountain of light, and the father of our spirits, to assist us in this important study, and give us the true knowledge of ourselves.

This I mention last, not as the least, but, on the contrary, as the greast and best means of all, to attain a right and thorough knowledge of ourselves, and the way to render all the rest effectual; and, therefore, though it be the last means mentioned, it is the first that should be used.

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Would we know ourselves, we must often converse, not only with ourselves in meditation, but with god in prayer; in the lowest prostration of soul, beseeching the father of our spirits to discover them to us; whose light we may see light,' where before there was nothing but darkness; to make known to us the depths and devices of our hearts; for, without the grace and influence of his divine illuminations and instructions, our hearts will, after all our care and pains to know them, most certainly deceive us; and self-love will so prejudice the understanding, as to keep us still in self-ignorance.

The first thing we are to do, in order to self-knowledge, is, to assure ourselves that our hearts are deceitful above all things;' and the next is, to remember, that, the lord searcheth the hearts, and trieth the reins; Jer. xvii. 10. i. e. that he, the Searcher of all hearts,' Chron. xxviii. 9., hath a perfect knowledge of them, deceitful as they are: which consideration, as it suggesteth to us the strongest motive to induce us to labor after a true knowledge of them ourselves, so it directs us, at the same time, how we may attain this knowledge; viz. by an humble and importunate application to him, to whom alone they are known, to make them known to us. And this, by the free and near access which his holy spirit hath to our spirits, he can effectually do various ways; viz. by fixing our attentions; by quickening our apprehensions; removing our prejudices, which, like a false medium before the eye of the mind, prevents its seeing things in a just and proper light; by mortifying our pride; strengthening the intellective and reflecting faculties; and enforcing upon the mind a lively sense and knowledge of its greatest happiness and duty and so awakening the soul from that carnal security and indifference about its best interests, into which a too serious attention to the world is apt to betray it.

Besides, prayer is a very proper expedient for attain ing self-knowledge, as the actual engagement of the mind, in this devotional exercise, is, in itself, a great help to it; for the mind is in a better frame than when it is intently and devoutly engaged in this duty. It has then the best apprehensions of god, the truest notions of itself, and the justest sentiments of earthly things; the clearest conceptions of its own weakness; and the deepest sense of its own vileness; and, consequently, is in the best disposition than can be, to receive a true and right knowledge of itself.

And, oh! could we but always think of ourselves in such a manner, or could we but always be in a disposition to think of ourselves in such a manner, as we sometimes do in the fervor of our humiliations before the throne of grace, how great a progress should wo soon make in this important science! Which evidently shows the necessity of such devout and humble en

pousest, know for certain, that thou hast been deeply interested in what thou hast been reading, whether thou hast attended to it or no for it is of no less concern to thee than the security of thy peace and usefulness in this world, and thy happiness in another; and relates to all thy interests, both as a man and a Christian. Perhaps thou hast seen something of thine own image in the glass that has now been held up to thee: and wilt thou go away, and soon forget what manner of person thou art? Perhaps thou hast met with some things thou dost not well understand or approve. But shall that take off thine attention from those things thou dost understand and approve, and art convinced of the necessity of? If thou hast received no improvement, no benefit, from this plain practical treatise thou hast perused, read it over again. The same thought, you know, often impresses one more at one time than another and we sometimes receive more knowledge and profit by the second perusal of a book than by the first. And I would fain hope that thou wilt find something in this that may set thy thoughts on work, and which, by the blessing of god, may make thee more observant of thy heart and conduct; and, in consequence of that, a more solid, serious, wise, and established Christian.

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But will you, after all, deal by this book ye have now read, as you have dealt by many sermons you have heard,-pass your judgment upon it according to your received and establised set of notions; and condemn or applaud it, only as it is agreeable or disagreeable to them; and commend or censure it, only as it suits or does not suit your particular taste; without attending to the real weight, importance, and necessity of the subject, abstracted from those views? Or, will you barely content with the entertainment and satisfaction which some parts of it may possibly have given you, to assent to the importance of the subject, the justness of the sentiment, or the propriety of some of the observations you have been reading, and so dismiss all, without any farther concern about the matter? Believe it, O Christian reader! if this be all the advantage you gain by, it were scarce worth while to have confined yourself so long to the perusal of it. It has aimed, it has sincerely aimed, to do you a much greater benefit; to bring you to a better acquaintance with one you express a particular regard for, and who is capable have of being the best friend, or the worst enemy, you in the world; and that is-yourself. It was designed to convince you, that, would you live and act consistently, either as a man or a Christian, you must know yourself; and to persuade you, under the influencee of the foregoing motives, and by the help of the forementioned directions, to make self-knowledge the great study, and self-government the great business of your life. In which resolution may almighty god confirm you; and in which great business may his grace assist you against all future discouragements and distractions! With him I leave the success of the whole, to whom be glory and praise for ever!

APPENDIX,

REFERRED TO FROM Page 23.

The advantage of a common-place book, or register of things deemed worthy of retention in the course of

a person's reading, must be so obvious to the mind of every reader, that any comment on it is deemed unnecessary.

The following plan, embracing an improvement on that recommended by Mr. Locke, is conceived sufficiently clear to be understood by the meanest capacity. By the method here recommended, an alphabetical index is formed, each letter occupying a page; which is divided into six parts, affixing a vowel to each compartment. In this index is to be written at length in the page at the top of which its initial letter is found, and in the division occupied by its first vowel; or its second, if the initial letter be a vowel the word which forms the head of the subject referred to in the body of the book; with the number of the page allotted to that subject; which must be repeated when any fresh matter is inserted under the same head in a different part

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In inserting any article in your Common-Place Book you must select some general term by which the subject may be understood, and, taking a left hand page, enter it in conspicuous characters at the top, on the outside corner; placing the ubject you wish to insert within the ruled lines; observing that you do not occupy the following page by a new head; but leaving it for any subsequent matter that may occur on the same subject. However, should all the pages on the left hand be occupied, those on the right, that remain blank, might be taken, when it is not probable that the heads on the left will be continued.

It will be found convenient to reserve a blank in the margin of the Common-Place Book, for brief notes on the matter entered; as also at the foot of the page, for references from one head to another; as it often happens that an article placed under one head, may be illustrative of another;-for example, AIR and ATMOSPHERE.

Annexed is a page of the Index, with two pages of the Common-Place Book (printed as one,) which will serve as an elucidation of the preceding instructions. ANACARDIUM.

Cashew Nut, or Marking Nut. Marking
The liquor found between the rind Ink.
and the thin outer shell of this nut
forms a useful marking ink; as any
thing written on linen or cotton
with it is of a brown color, which
gradually grows blacker, and is very
durable.

Nicholson's Chem. Dict.
8vo. 1808.

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