XXX. And her reproves for having lent an ear And so, this thought absolves the cavalier; : Preferred yet still to what gave most delight Most promptly leaned, and loathed its opposite : XXXI. And thinking, ever and anon, anew On that so oft repeated by the knight, As for grave sin, remorse and sorrow grew Would blame herself, and would her bosom smite; And say; "I see 'twas ill such thoughts to nurse, "But he, the cause, is even cause of worse. XXXII. "Love is the cause; that in my heart inlaid 66 Thy form, so graceful and so fair to see ; "And so thy daring and thy wit pourtrayed, "And worth, of all so bruited, that to me "It seems impossible that wife or maid, "Blest with thy sight, should not be fired by thee; "And that she should not all her art apply "To unbind, and fasten thee with other tie. XXXIII. "Ah! wellaway! if in my thought Love so 1 "As I unseen believe it, should I find; "And be so quit of Jealousy, that foe 66 Would not still harass my suspicious mind; 'And, where she is by me repulsed with pain, "Not quelled and routed would she be, but slain. XXXIV. I am like miser, so intent on gear, "And who hath this so buried in his heart, "That he, for hoarded treasure still in fear, "Cannot live gladly from his wealth apart. "Since I Rogero neither see nor hear, "More puissant far than Hope, O Fear! thou art; "To thee, though false and die, I give way; "And cannot choose but yield myself thy prey. But I, Rogero, shall no sooner spy 66 The light of thy glad countenance appear, Against mine every credence, from mine eye "Concealed (and woe is me), I know not where,"Oh! how true Hope false Fear shall from on high Depose withal, and to the bottom bear! "Ah! turn to me, Rogero! turn again, "And comfort Hope, whom Fear hath almost slain. XXXVI. "As when the sun withdraws his glittering head, "The shadows lengthen, causing vain affright; "And as the shadows, when he leaves his bed, 66 Vanish, and reassure the timid wight: "Without Rogero so I suffer dread; "As every spark is in the night alive, "And suddenly extinguished when 'tis morn; "When me my sun doth of his rays deprive, Against me felon Fear uplifts his horn: 46 But they the shades of night no sooner drive, "Than Fears are past and gone, and Hopes return. Return, alas! return, O radiance dear! 66 And drive from me that foul, consuming Fear. XXXVIII. "If the sun turn from us and shorten day, Earth all its beauties from the sight doth hide; The wild winds howl, and snows and ice convey; "Bird sings not; nor is leaf or flower espied. "So, whensoever thou thy gladsome ray, O my fair sun, from me dost turn aside, A thousand, and all evil, dreads, make drear "Winter within me many times a year. XXXIX. * Return, my sun, return! and springtide sweet, Returning, which her famished younglings lack, XL. The unhappy Bradamant laments her so, But she, as best she can, conceals her moan. XLI. The cruelty which by that beldam ill XLII. The courteous Leo that Rogero loved, Which sole and superhuman seemed to be, Thought much, and mused, and planned, how it behoved XLIII. In secret, Leo with the man that bore Leo, escorted by none else beside, Was led by the compliant castellain, With his companion, to the tower, where stied And, throttled by the noose, he breathes his last.* |